SPM results

D DAY was yesterday.. the truth was unveiled..efforts rewarded, laziness punished! harsh truth that is..Anyway, its sad that the results had to come out when i was in Pangkor with most of my JS family.. and it is interesting to see how everyone reacted, both who were not getting results and those who were..

When the results were out, there were tears, there was intense self pity, and of cos, there was also joy.. as for me, i am relatively alright with my results (all glory be to God). but there were soooo many questions running in my head after i got my results.. what exactly does this "results" show?;how "smart" we are? how many A++++ is enough to satisfy one's desires? do ppl's view on me change after my results? what has changed that i have got this results? what would have changed if i did better? whats my next step? are my parents proud of me? have i brought glory or shame to Christ? what is the right Christian response? how do i comfort my friends that dint do "well"? questions were just running in my mind without time to find answers..

After thinking through, i know one thing for sure.. God is proud of me.. whether anot i did "well" in the eyes of the world or not.. And i am happy with my results, for God has paved my next step for me. And, no matter how well or how bad others or myself did, we are all still in one body of Christ, where no one is more important than another.

Things of NOW seems the most IMPORTANT.. many ppl fail to see that down the road, many other things will intervene in the equation.. move on, accept it, give thanks, and learn.. there is always always hope.. dont know about you, but the experience that i went through my form 4 and 5 was more important to me than my results are.. whatever it is, i hope that everyone can move on from here and continue with life.. Congrats to those who did "well", and to those who dint do "well", remember that there are always other things which u r better in:)

* well is put in inverted commas because "well" is subjective to ones perspective and opinions..*

FYI, i got 6A, 4B and 1C.. thank you to all those who have been remembering me in prayers and to those who have put in so much effort into helping me with my studies:) thank you so much

Spring clean!!!!!

as some one commented, its dusty in here.. time to start back writing after a prolong period of brain-rusting! haha..