Faith

Faith..in the oxford dictionary, it means trust; strong believe and unquestioning confidence. Why must faith be such a difficult thing to understand, and be such a crucial element in Christianity? Some people can really understand faith, some just blindly believe, and some just wants prove to everything. Unluckily for me, i am the kind who needs prove to everything.
As a young teenage Christian, faith is not something easy to be practiced. Yes, i know that Jesus is real, that he cares for me. But how am i suppose to have unquestioning confidence when things are not going as He told me it would?
All in all, i still will believe and hold on to his word that says,
"Life by Faith and not by Sight Alone"
"I will never leave you, nor forsake you"
I am just going to keep my eye on Jesus and continue to believe in him. Why? Because he is an Awesome God, and i believe and know he makes miracles and has something good in stored for me. All I have to do, is to keep praying and wait for his timing.