INSANITY

in everything, there is always a fine line separating one from another.. male-female..life-death..black-white..stupid-daring..sanity-insanity

where do i stand? at the brink of sanity..I'm holding to this fine, half slipping rope in my hands.. with all my might..i can see the veins popping out of my hands..the amount of sweat can be counted in gallons..my feet cant help out..there is no where to support them.. when is this nightmare going to end?

if it's not obvious enough, i'm talking about like in form5...darn..the more time i spend in this capsule, the more years of my life go flying past..more white hair, more calories burnt.. more brain cells damaged..

I need a space! space to breathe and do something for myself..something that i can look forward to..something that wont involve, "going to school, lunch, study, exercise, bathe, eat, tuition/study, sleep" i need to get out of that cycle..!! but i cant..

given a choice, i would rather push a car for 2 miles! wait....make that 3.. who cares how many miles...anything just to skip this year... yeah yeah..its a good experience..its also a good death sentence..what the heck is our government thinking?? driving their generasi muda up a hill and pushing us of..

wish me luck!! i'm soooooo dead..its a dreadful sentence..i dint do anything to deserve this..:( i am not told i'm gonna die..but i already know it.. and i have to walk closer and closer to my death bed.. only thing i can wish for is that i'll be in heaven after that.. (STRAIGHT A1s!!!!!) haha..i just fell on the other side of the fine line.. -INSANITY-