against the current

i hate planning out my time table..i nvr have and decided to for this year.. while i was planning something struck me so hard..I realised i have the answer to dan's quest.."what makes u scared even by the thought or sight of it" TIME..

While others are singing up for as many tuitions as they can, i am trying to cancel off whatever tuitions i have left..it may not b something big for some..but it is for me..i feel like i am loosing out when my friends go for so many tuitions.. I see more benefits not going for tuitions.. but can i keep up?? Dan.. u must help me..

And while others are facing their text books 24/7, i am planning to write and read "non-text-book-books" more.. WHAT??? Am i mad? well..i just realised i have so much to brush up on myself..living in ignorance for years have finally taken its toll.. I have to start looking forward and aim for the bigger things.. and a.amelia smacked that reality so hard on me..

My spiritual battle is still on... i want to and will spend more time with Him..to get to know Him better and listen to His voice..This i cant give and take with my time.. because in Him i find strength, courage and peace.. and with Him, i have a greater chance of staying ALIVE..!!!!

Last but not least..my biggest current.. Myself.. I have never tried to stretch myself this much before..i have no idea if i can make it through..my brain will b like an egg on a frying pan..it will sizzle so bad my even my dad wont know whats wrong..haha.. Well, thats worst case scenario..hopefully i make it through.. and i know i will as long as i put Him first..